Lil' Shawn All Grown Up

all grown up
still cheeky
as mischievous as ever
and still lovable ~ :)

Endless Love~

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walked into a total stranger's life
and stories spill
while my ears were listening to her
my mind went on a trip
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thoughts and images come and go like a film in play
a mother's love knows no boundaries
a mother's sacrifice knows no limitations
a mother's worry knows no ending
aren't we too quick to judge
when we all thought she will be alright
just from her outlook
the tough, non-fragile look that she put up everyday

even your darkest day she would stand side-by-side
even the scariest moment in life
she would stood so high with all the courage
just to back u up
even the saddest second in life
when ur tears just could not stop flowing
you know that you could run to her and pour your heart out
despite all that we know
we took advantage and pledge ignorance towards what she feels or thinks
yet silence fills her mind
she complain nothing
whine about nothing

a mother's love indeed knows no boundaries
this is not written in occasion with mother's day
everyday shall be mother's day to all mums out there
and for this, this particular post
is for u
the iron lady at home :)
~~~~~

Rumor Has It- Adele

Another awesome piece by Adele~
Huge thank u to Justin for recommending this song :)

Rolling in the Deep- Adele

(source: youtube)

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out the dark,

Finally, I can see you crystal clear,
Go ahead and sell me out and a I'll lay your ship bare,
See how I'll leave with every piece of you,
Don't underestimate the things that I will do,

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark,

The scars of your love remind me of us,
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
I can't help feeling,

We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Baby, I have no story to be told,
But I've heard one on you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair,
Make a home down there as mine sure won't be shared,

The scars of your love remind me of us,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
I can't help feeling,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),

And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Could have had it all,
Rolling in the deep,
You had my heart inside your hand,
But you played it with a beating,

Throw your soul through every open door,
Count your blessings to find what you look for,
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold,
You'll pay me back in kind and reap just what you've sown,

(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
We could have had it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
It all, it all, it all,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

We could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
And you played it to the beat,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),

Could have had it all,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),
Rolling in the deep,
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep),
You had my heart inside your hand,
(You're gonna wish you never had met me),

But you played it,
You played it,
You played it,
You played it to the beat.
(source: metrolyrics.com)

Lyrics is heartbreaking alright but the rhythm and beat are just seexxaayy~
Nice one :)
P/S: try John Legend's take on it:D
til' then, chaoz~~

And its spell N.E.W

dread no more. (yessss i WAS still dreading)
ponder no more; ponder why, ponder what, ponder how...it keeps on coming back but NO MORE.
its call Moving On. perhaps there were times when i still wonder and still try to figure out what happened. why it happened. how it happened. For now, it shall all go shhhooo shooo away;) This shall be a 'New' blog that contains New posts. New way of posting, new manner of self-expression (i hope. yikess!~) and yesss, lotsa new pics (now that I am constantly hanging around with G12- the new cam though its not a DSLR but ahhh, could not care much :) so here goes, one of the personal favs to start the new beginning with ;) enjoy~

halfheartedly

I decided. I will not fight no more. Strive no more. Things would not be as it was. Determine, when the time comes, I'll move on.

abscence of mind

some people give you warmth
some people give you courage
some give you the tenderness of love
some give you the support of a lifetime
some give you the all-time laughter
some bring tears of happiness
but what happens when all you do is receive and not give any?

tired of trying. tired of listening. tired of explaining. halfheartedly, bits by bits, my presence vanish.