Traumatized!

The above pictures is to give you a little idea of what I am going to spill in this edition of post.

Tired...

Exhausted...

Sleepy....

It's all that I can tell you

You see, today I was super duper tired and sleepy

Even from the beginning of Econs class

But I force myself to stay awake

Due to IDC test and I didn't study at all

So I managed to stay awake throughout the first 2 classess

However, I failed

During World Issues, I slept...

I didn't even realise that I was actually sleeping

I remember paying attention to the video shown

Taking down notes

Next thing I know...Lex woke me up

It was super...ehemm...I insist SUPER embarassing

Ms.Nancy and my other classmates found out

I feel so guilty and embarassed

So I apologized to Ms.Nancy after class...thank God she is such a cool lecturer that she is not mad...

PhewWW!!!

Anyways, yeah..

I am going to be honest with you...how they found out

Ehmmm...you see

Due to exhaustion and super lack of sleep yesterday night...Cus' I was busy completing homework

I not only dozed off...I ermm...hahahah....make motor noise while sleeping..

So yeah, that is how they found out

AND I AM TRAUMATIZED RIGHT NOW!!!

LOL!

*So gonna cuddle in my bed now so that history don't repeat again ;p

P/S; Thanks Lex for waking me up

Thank You Super super much Jo Leen for not revealing my embarassing moment:p

Maxwell Ash Rules my Blog too...

I can't believe this
He not only rules over in the house...he rules over my blog too..LOL

ANYWAYS, don't get me wrong...I love Maxwell. ><

Maxwell Ash

* The Mastermind of all...MAxwell Ash...Siberian Husky...Male...7 Mnths...*

Do you have a dog at home?

Ever experience the whole thing of ur parents...I meant ur dad especially...

Gives different treatment towards ur dog and you?

If yes, then welcome to the club!!

Have a pet dog at home...Maxwell

The naughtiest one in the house

Even I, whose named as brat of the house is not as mischevious as him

I think the name Brat can't really define his baka behaviour

He barks like mad even if I was late for 5 minutes during his dinner time

He thinks that he is a ballerina...when he weighs like 10++ kg (which is big for a dog)

I suspect that he is gay or perhaps he is just a super sensitive dog...

He loves beeeaauuuttiiifffuuull stuuff...like butterfly

He chase them and play with them while rolling over

Probably thinks that he is some movie star filming a 'romantic' scene in the meadow (If you watch Twilight, you will know what I mean)

He thinks that cats are his friends

Overall?

He is a confused dog.

Anyways, thats the brief history of Maxwell Ash

My main story today is...the inequality of treatment

This is what my dad says when he comes back:

*To Maxwell:

Hello boy...how are you?
Eat dinner already?

Today got naughty not?

Then he turns to my direction

Shin ahh...take in the clothes!!!

Now, you see the difference??

Beauty...Made or Natural?

* This is the picture from the video "Dove Evolution"*

What is your perception of beauty?
The supermodel looking girl?
The girl that sit across the other side and looks like a Hollywood star from a distance?
The girl that is fair, long hair, and slim?

Or...
Beauty is something that you define through personality and not the outer image?

In the superficial world, a person image is very important.
For example, go to youtube and watch a video call the "Dove Evolution".
Look at the video...ask yourself what do you think of the video?
Are you disturbed by it?
Do you feel that there is nothing wrong with it?
Do you agree that beauty is all the compact powder that you put on your face?

Ask yourself...and know your own perception of beauty.

Back To Those Days...Just Like Now

I just realise how easy it is to forget someone.
Just stay busy, stop keeping in touch with people and you will end up being forgotten.
Owh...I made a mistake...It is not like that, eventhough you keep in touch with people, if they refuse to remember you or totally choose to ignore u...you will also be forgotten.
So why the effort and time...why the initiative...

11 Things I Need and Have Right Now ><

*BLANK*
Exactly what I need to be in my head at the moment...
*BED*
Exactly what I need right now to rest my exhausted self
*LOST*
What I am trying to do..at my level best
*LOLLIPOP*
Is the one thing that I need to make me feel joy again (At least a little...)
*MP3*
My one possession that allows me to escape into my world (Yes, I am A DReAMer)
*My GAlFrenz from Secondary School*
Are the ones that I am trying to figure out...
* Complete Assignments and Presentations*
All the efforts are put to complete them.
*CIMP-ians*
The ones that really really make me feel the urge to show up for class everyday.
*Books!!*
Trying to find a space of time to finish my current one- The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman
*Movies/Drama/Cartoon/Whatever...*
My one crave entertainment
*Money & Ideas*
For the fund-raising

Changes...?? Real or Fake?

The ME who wants to look at you.
The ME who fear you.
The ME who do not understand the strange feeling that I feel.
The ME who allow the pretentious side to take control over the real me.
The ME who felt joy.
The ME who felt dissapointment and rejection.
The ME who try to stay collected but failed.
The ME who try to be at the same level.
The ME who felt intimidated.

Why?

All because you came...and always there.