if and only if....

if a yamcha session would wipe away all thoughts
i would held a thousands of it
if a cup of Starbucks could bring a smile
i would buy as many as you need
if time could really heal
i would hold on to the time that you were alright
if a letter would allow me to know what's bothering you
i would write everyday
and make sure that my postbox is always empty
or my inbox...now that we are all so highly dependable on tech
if a fake smile would make your worries fade away
then fakeness shall it be
if and only if
all of these and many more
could make things clear
i would do everything to make it better

a little aloha of mine...

yes yes..i got all these
ngek ngek ngek
saw the big box there
that's snack heaven mannn
unfortunately, i already finished the content
thus only the box
psssttt...
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at first
he was alone
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and then he was joined by the other members
p/s: each of them represent each and everyone of them
u know who u are.... ;p
and i thought it was the end
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and there were four more

and lastly..
no no, this time for real
this is the last
they were all joined by the odd member
LOL!~
this little aloha of mine
will be cherished endlessly
well kept and well maintained
this aloha will not be tortured ;p
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but but but...i was tortured
apparently i was a 1-day Wonder Girls member
Malaysian version that is
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this shiny, super bling dress is forced on me
throughout the whole day
took a stroll in campus and pyramid shopping mall for the whole day
trust me...u would need tons of guts to this
nonetheless, like i said
was an awesome mawesome pawsome birthday
again, THANKS A BUNCH TO EVERYONE!
all effort and time are HIGHLY appreciated :D

broadcasting...definitely

i drew this! hehehe..though its a little cartoonish and still an amateur style..still i am proud. had the opportunity to experienced a process of creating a video. this is part of it...drawing a storyboard. 6 frames as the minimum to display a very rough idea of how the video is going to be. this is awesome mawesome wowsome...owkay, i have no idea what i just said. anyways...this reinforces the confirmation that....broadcasting, here i come! :D

p/s : i am still interested in performing arts ;)

BIG 2.0!~

it was my big 2.0!!

yes yes...another year pass by

unbelievable! time flies time flies

this year different all over

had my first suprise last Saturday

from a bunch of real sweet peeps

couldn't stop laughing

kept smiling all the way

even in lala land..the smile just won't go away

that day...i experienced simplicity.

one simple celebration that consists of a thousand meaning

u know how Uncle Kraker's song 'Smile' goes?

yerp..that's how it was.

u guys made me smile like the sun!~ :)

and then on Tuesday
uni mates had their turn
mann...did they enjoy or what?
had my head spinning the whole day with curiosity of what's happening
or should i say what's gonna happen?
had yet another awesome day
though i had a super blended chicken McDeluxe, coke, baby food, celery. baby bitter gourd and i have no idea what else
and then was forced to wear this SUPER BLING gold dress
a Malaysian version of Wonder Girl all the way in campus and Pyramid
had my car transformed into a trash can
it was all worth the anxiety
had real fun
arrhhh...big 2.0 like i mentioned
gets better and better

a HUGE THANK YOU to all my peeps
all the effort and time put was and still highly appreciated
birthday is awesome with you guys
THANK YOU THANK YOU
i can't THANK u guys enough :)

what lies beneath...

the fragility of human relationships
the vulnerability of human character
all the drama around
exhausted exhausted

excerpts that makes u go awwww....!~

All 4 One - I Swear
"cause as the time turns the page, my love won't age at all"

Boyzone - I Love The Way You Love Me
" And I could list a million things I love to like about you But they could all come down to one reason I could never live without you"

Boyz II Men - I Can Love You Like That
I never make a promise I don't intend to keep So when I say forever, Forever's what I mean Well, I'm no Casanova but I swear this much is true I'll be holding nothing back When it comes to you

K-Ci & JoJo - All My Life
Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger You're all I'm thinkin' of, I praise the Lord above For sending me your love, I cherish every hug I really love you
And all my life I've prayed for someone like you And I thank God that I, that I finally found you All my life I've prayed for someone like you And I hope that you feel the same way too Yes, I pray that you do love me too

Backstreet Boys - All I Have To Give
When you talk-does it seem like he's not even listening to a word you say? That's okay babe, just tell me your problems I'll try my best to kiss them all away...

N'SYNC - God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You
In all of creation All things great and small You are the one that surpasses them all More precious than Any diamond or pearl They broke the mold When you came in this world And I'm trying hard to figure out Just how I ever did without The warmth of your smile The heart of a child That's deep inside Leaves me purified Your love is like a river Peaceful and deep (and deep) Your soul is like a secret That I never could keep When I look into your eyes I know that it's true God must have spent... A little more time




and there's many more...definitely makes u go awww!~

m only human...

tough?
yes
but fragility exist too
strong yet vulnerable
humorous?
definitely but limit exist
there are times when i breakdown too
there are times when i shatter into pieces too
there are times when i need a shoulder to cry on
there are times when i need someone to be all ears too
i am only human after all...