i admit
i have greed
i wish for a lot of things and still wishing
vanity is definitely one of them
because i am narcissistic
enough said
jealousy
never knew how it felt
until lately
sloth
ahhh...who don't
anger
hatred
there's just no path that i could express
still think that ignorance is bliss
and silence is golden
but never had i ever imagine that this would eventually lead the wrong way
words are harsh
but they are only meant to be harsh
when i want them to
other times?
they are meant for jokes
silence
doesn't mean that i don't care
silence
doesn't represent ignorance
silence
is sometimes
meant to happen
and
now
this moment
this whole post
reinforces that i am indeed a failure
when it comes to self expression
because i am just the way i am
don't question
don't doubt
don't ponder
because this is me
perhaps this post is meant to be expressed out verbally to the said party(ies) no?
ReplyDeletejie, i wish i could....
ReplyDeleteu most certainly can but it takes a lot of courage and it takes a really long time...especially if the other party(ies) doesn't share the same wavelength or get you...communications have never been a man's great forte, although ironically, we have better communicating tools like being able to talk.
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