on a break

what's real
what's not
what's to share
what not to share
black
white
sincerity
pretentious
either ways
whatever it is
in the shades of grey
moving on
this blog is going on hiatus
till' then
chaoz!~

We the Rakyat lah!~

(Source: tonyfernandesblog.com)

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(Source: 15malaysia.com)

Malaysian Artistes for Unity-'Here in My Home'

(Source:youtube.com)

1Love, 1Home, 1Future

This is not exactly a local production, more of a work of an amateur by yours sincerely. Part of course assignment. Based on the theme of 'love' by the late Yasmin Ahmad and she is indeed a genius. And yes the very concept of 1Malaysia. Anyways, as mentioned, a work of an amateur so comment as much as you want to but non-related comments, please do keep it to yourself. Wouldn't mind criticism, I need them :) Thanks and enjoy! :D

A huge THANK YOU to everyone that helped during the whole process of making this video. You guys were a huge help and definitely awesome ones:) you know who you are so *hugs*!!


Local productions should be appreciated before we all start going hoo-hah over other people's work. Who else to bring up the industry if we locals could not even embrace our own people work and ideas. Not only films, videos and etc in Hollywood style along with special effects that makes you go 'woahh' should be appreciated, local films that carries abundance of meaning and true culture needs your attention too. So start watching and appreciating before the industry go buh bye~

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if chocolates could put a real smile on my face, i would have gobble all of em'
if ice-cream could make me feel better, i would get one every hour
if being harsh could change things, then i would not mind being the bad guy
if pretentious act could make things better, i would continue my act
if time could be reverse, i would stop at that very moment
and that will be, only if time could really heal
thought i moved on
guess its a failed attempt
tried but the fall never stop
never my choice to act so weird
never my choice to being cold
but what choice do I have
then to stop myself
tried to run but i refuse to leave
not a quitter
still holding on
but how much longer
i do not know

familiar no?? irony, irony, irony...

power of words and images

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain is there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real

where were you
when everything goes wrong
all my days sitting by the phone that never rang
lost and insecure

*pictures are not of mine*
(sources) Image 1 : www.emma.bloggspot.com
Image 2 : the-psycrothic.deviantart.com
Image 3 : www.lukechueh.com

perfections within imperfections

if you seek for perfection, then look at imperfections beforehand. perfections are made up of imperfections. the word PERFECT exist within the many imperfections that we are. no one is perfect, not you, not me, not that dude sitting beside me in Starbucks, not that girl with full-makeup and the best svelte figure. why not just accept and embrace those imperfections, make the full out of it instead of constantly something that is of non-existence?

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I thought, I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around and he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry

Well, you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore

There's nothing where he used to lie
The conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there
And not some holy light

It crawled beneath my veins
And now I don't care, I had no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can touch, I'm torn

I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn, torn

'Torn' by Natalie Imbruglia
old school but a nice song indeed
don't question...there are no answers.

i feeelll good...ta nanannanaan!~

and we arrived

flowers everywhere

endless supply of vegetables

tomatoes, tomatoes, tomatoes

and cactus
all these and it will give you a hint or two of the location visited

better still
the best hint ever
STRAWBERRIES!!
yup yup
Cameron Highlands it is
went for a short trip
needed a break
and it came right in time
first stop and we stumble upon this
a whole family was there

the little ones

this...should be the moyang..lOL!~

most fashionable one of all

this is one HOT mama ehh? ;P

and who say that age is a problem to a model?
no one can pose as natural as him
that i guarantee

this is under Your Highness request
lOL!~

experience the strength of a man
*cough cough*

weird plant
somehow the seed grew to the shape of a bird

sometimes they are just adorable
let me insist
sometimes only
lol:)

dinner session of the day
food is a guarantee when it comes to family trip
and this dinner was one of the best
u''ll never experience hunger with this bunch of awesome chefs in the family
menu of the day - curry chicken and herbal chicken leg
yummy yum yum!~
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and we went to the night market

blending into the whole bunch of strawberries
blending very well indeed

potato balls
could not stop eating them!!

and it rains
so we were stranded in the rain
while waiting for the rain to stop

and uncle said "good job!"

a little bit of cam whoring session
and the rain stops
on the way to the car park

awwwww!~

another awww!~ moment

taken while we were in one of the strawberry park
valerie went missing
hence the missing strawberry face

father and son in their respective 'hak chius' (shades)
could not resist, must take picture
spot the brother behind there?

this is cute
not some kawaii posing out of nowhere, in the middle of nowhere
if you know what i mean

OD-ed on strawberries

uncle enjoying the pure honey that he bought
*he was real proud*

the potato ball stall that sells realll nice potato balls
they could not stop themselves from buying and eating

Chong was trying his level best to push...at least a slight movement towards bro
verdict? Failed.

mak cik sekalian at their best field of expertise
while they were busy
boredom caught up with me
so i decided to go around and start snapping pictures

as always
Varic will be the first person to be snapped

LOL!~

tryout, tryout

*proud*

and the day ends :)
Varic definitely had the time of his life
ice-cream, candies and strawberries supply throughout the whole trip
I had my share too
the non-stop makan session of fried mushroom and potatoes
the home cooked food that I missed dearly
the everyone-speak-at-once session
the non-stop jokes around the house
the noise in the middle of the night
the harmonic rhythm of bro and uncle while sleeping
everything!
was an awesome trip
it's about time we have this family trip
we all needed one ;)
and yes
you can sing along now
"i feeeeeelll goooodd!...ta nanaananan!"
"so good! *ten ten* "
:D