an open box. a pile of stuff. an act of reminiscing
a couple more days and it is the beginning of a new month. new semester commence. sucky and confusing timetable as usual. i'll live with that.
was a whirlwind before this. mistakes, i made them. i learned and still learning. not afraid to admit em' because it was indeed a mistake.
chinese new year came and go in a wink of an eye. excitement and thrills are all still fresh in my head at the moment. laughter and tears - they come and go just like the new year.
ponder about a couple things. loitering around in the very mind of mine. on and on, it repeat itself like a movie well played.
things that are not mine, i ask no more. things that looks like mine from the surface, i accept them with gratitude. others, i dare not and would not ask for more. for asking, i realized; brings nothing but devastation and disappointment to others and i would end up in guilt.
memories. so priceless, each and everyone of them. irreplaceable. and indeed it will be cherished at every moment. once in a while, that very special box will be open. even the tiniest bit of memory will be looked at over and over again. i miss em' and i'm glad i did.
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