hypocrisy experienced first hand

people said...supposingly
the older you are
the wiser you get
nahh!~
seen nothing like this so far

everything seen and heard
are plain hypocrisy
just when i thought
extra credits given to people
dissapointment constantly flushes in

someone claim to be a friend
but when something happen
you are all to be blame
be it accusations or not
in my case
definitely accusations

someone claim to be mature enough
to handle stuff
but when chaos take its place in life
the person fleed
and the place to rant?
social networking sites
i see this
no where near maturity

someone claim to be sensible enough
to be able to differentiate
what's right and wrong
but when emotions take place
you are to be blame
be it you have the right or not
if you're standing in my shoes
i have the right

someone claim that the truth is known
so well known that nothing
no one in any right position
could shake the principle that's hold on to
but right now
all that is seen and heard
are all denials
cowardy that leads to denials
the whole ideology of having the fear of being a bad person
leads to ignorance
be it guilty or innocence
you are to be blame
in my case
i am no where near innocence or guilt
just plain jaded

never have i seen myself as being perfect
never have judgement cross my mind
never have emotions own a place in me
never have i expect anything from anyone at anytime or any place

people often mistaken silence as being emo, as anger
what they fail to see
is the real reason behind the silence
what they fail to know
is the real person behind all the silence

like i said
don't judge
don't assume anything
don't predict anything
don't think or claim that you know me well enough
for all these assumptions and predictions and thoughts and ideas and judgement of who i am, what i am, what i think, what i feel to take place
because no one is ever near the word "understand"