conquer quest...

went on a 'conquer quest' last saturday. was awesome i tell ya'...had no idea what to expect but we went nonetheless. broga hill in semenyih was the destination of the day. first peak...all 13 were on our way up...second peak, it became 9 0f us...third peak, as u guessed...it decreases to 8 and the final peak; only 5 were on their way. number decreases as the peak gets higher and the path gets steeper... LOL!~

was expecting sunrise, but guess the weather wasn't all that appropriate that particular day. could only manage to see the colour changes of the sky and the many random people who hike all the way up for camwhoring sessions. believe me when i say random people; old to young, even dogs are there too. and you thought hiking was only for certain age demographic and species.

headed for Hutan Lipur waterfall after lunch. what can i say again other than it being yet another awesome one. total bonkers at that point with the uber cold water, the wacky people around and of course the beautiful stream of water flowing.

tiring...but was a 'will-definitely-go-again' trip because it was awesome, hilarious and exciting. this beats the whole boost and dance thingymajiggy.







the many shots of the scenery that day. beautiful beautiful. nothing else like it. and i finally understand the reason behind bro's all hyped up attitude of going hiking, camping and all...totally worth the time and effort of staying awake. while still on bro's pending list of bringing me along for hiking and stuff...i shall go find and explore on my own. ;)

art of love...

I’m saying sorry in advance cos this won’t always go to plan
Though we don’t mean to take our love for granted
It's in our nature to forget what matters
How when the going is getting tough
And we’re all about giving up
Things that we never thought we’d gonna say, gonna say them
Things that we never thought we’d play, gonna play them
It ain’t perfect, but it’s worth it
And it’s always getting better
It’s gonna take some time to get it right

Cause I’m still learning the art of love
I’m still trying to not mess up
So whenever I stumble let me know
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out
You need to spell it out for me
Cause I’m still trying to learn the art of love

If I forget to get the door
Remind you that you’re beautiful
I know my detail requires more attention
If I ever hurt you it’s not my intention
Cause we’re gonna make our mistakes
Find out how much your heart can take
But I know that you got my back
And baby I got yours

~~~~~

never really had the chance to actually understand what Jordin Sparks and Guy Sebastian busy uttering in this song. decided on googlin' the lyrics, and i found this. :) instead of the cliche', mushy, lovey dovey, confessions of love through songs, gotta' say that this is more meaningful. at least this is more real. something that you can relate to reality and know that this do happen.
nuff' said!~ :D

P/S: definitely still learning...lol!~ ;P

"can we pretend..."

while allowing myself
to pretend wishing that airplanes in the night skies are like shooting stars
i wish for nothing
but for a stronger me to hold on

sweetest thing...

grandma's house is always one of the many favourite place of mine to hangout
how can it not be
when all memories are well-kept there

there are times when emotions rule over
as thoughts of grandma rush through
gotta' admit though
being a member of a family where food are constantly served
can't miss out on the food side, can we? ;)

all that aside
as usual
being the random person
stopped by grandma house today
and aunt got all excited about her new fruit blender
and decided on her drink-of-the-day; a combo of apple and tomato juice
after a whole demonstration of the blender
she poured the juice into 3 separate cups

it got me thinking for a while
and then she said
"Shin, bring this to your uncle"
that moment...i tell ya
immediately my lips curved into a smile

i smiled at the silent affection that my aunt showed
i giggled at the discreet love that they have for each other
despite the many disagreement between them
deep down inside both of them
the thoughts, concern and understanding lies in them
no P.D.A needed
no mushy, causing goosebumps all over kinda words uttered
no totally-get-into-ur-nerves motions displayed
just one sincere thought
that is there all the time
one non-stop concern
and one unconditional love to prove that they are still a couple no matter what

it's not about the amount of roses
it's not about the price of the gift received
it's not about how many chocolate boxes you received
especially those that are only sent once in year for display purposes (if you know what i mean)
definitely not about those 3 words that are uttered and not meant

the sweetest thing
i tell ya'
it's the thought of each other
not only the moment that you wake up
but also the moment you shut your eyes and whisper goodnight
it's the one text
that contains the simplest word yet means the most
it's about all those little things done, little words uttered
that puts a smile on your face
it's about the moments shared
memories that would make you flashed back and tell yourself that you still love that person
no matter what or how mega the argument was
the adrenaline rush that you get every single time you see each other
and the hands that are held on so tight
no matter how long
how old
how tough
the journey took.

this...the sweetest thing
i learn from my parents
from my uncles and aunties
that
relationships is not an obligation
not a burden
not a responsibility
not a duty
not a portal of lies
and there is no such thing as the perfect relationship

in this post
i salute all of them in the name of love :)

i went for a trip...

an abrupt plan to Malacca and Port Dickson
worth every sight of standing by the beach
watching the many random acts of chasing one another, building 'unwanted' elements on the sand, scaring the tiny little crabs
with just seven of us
the trip is made worthwhile
~~~~
words can't fully describe the atmosphere of the trip
pictures on the other hand allow you to emerge yourself instead
so shall we let the pictures do the talking??
~~~~~
by the beach in Port Dickson

rabbit feeding session in Eagle Ranch Resort, Port Dickson

Dataran Pahlawan & The Jetty, Melaka

Karaoke Session at the Jetty, Malacca

can you feel the flow of emotions? loL!~

~~~~~
Banana Boat Ride, Port Dickson

Night Walk at Eagle Ranch Resort, Port Dickson

and we found Yesi

and this is Fair View, a racing horse

i went for a trip
that does not require a 5 star, luxurious hotel
that does not require some marvellous food that cost a bomb
that does not require any fabulous lifestyle of the rich and famous
one thing is sufficient to make it an unforgettable trip
the group of people that you went along with
and that
i tell ya'
its more than enough to make a trip awesome awesome!
so precious the memories
that i gotta' admit
there are times that i miss the trips
and there are days that i wish we were still there
being all silly and mad
those nights of non-stop laughter
early mornings of stories of who kicked who last night

and these people right here
in this pictures
yup!!
they are the one that made all these happened
thanks guys!:)
trip...like i said
over and over again
it was awesome!!!
:D

deception

there are no truth, only lies
even the one you think closest to you
lies to you
what's more of a stranger

certain people are irreplaceable
but more often than not
most people are always replaceable
intentionally or unintentionally
consciously or subconsciously
so why try so hard?

deceptions everywhere
manipulation anytime
truth?
never think it exist
truth are only assume to be the truth
the real truth are only known once found out
so why push so hard?

why blame others
why blame the whole world
when someone lied
why not yourself
when you, yourself lied too

whose to be blame
when trust is gone
whose to be blame
when things shatter
whose to be blame
when gaps fill in
whose to be blame
when relationships drift

that is one truth that i learnt
so here i am
being me
switching on the one self defense mechanism of mine once again
who i foolishly off it
when i thought times are better
indeed
one truth that i learnt

i'm a sinner...

i admit
i have greed
i wish for a lot of things and still wishing
vanity is definitely one of them
because i am narcissistic
enough said
jealousy
never knew how it felt
until lately
sloth
ahhh...who don't
anger
hatred
there's just no path that i could express

still think that ignorance is bliss
and silence is golden
but never had i ever imagine that this would eventually lead the wrong way
words are harsh
but they are only meant to be harsh
when i want them to
other times?
they are meant for jokes

silence
doesn't mean that i don't care
silence
doesn't represent ignorance
silence
is sometimes
meant to happen

and
now
this moment
this whole post
reinforces that i am indeed a failure
when it comes to self expression
because i am just the way i am
don't question
don't doubt
don't ponder
because this is me