excerpts that makes u go awwww....!~

All 4 One - I Swear
"cause as the time turns the page, my love won't age at all"

Boyzone - I Love The Way You Love Me
" And I could list a million things I love to like about you But they could all come down to one reason I could never live without you"

Boyz II Men - I Can Love You Like That
I never make a promise I don't intend to keep So when I say forever, Forever's what I mean Well, I'm no Casanova but I swear this much is true I'll be holding nothing back When it comes to you

K-Ci & JoJo - All My Life
Said, I promise to never fall in love with a stranger You're all I'm thinkin' of, I praise the Lord above For sending me your love, I cherish every hug I really love you
And all my life I've prayed for someone like you And I thank God that I, that I finally found you All my life I've prayed for someone like you And I hope that you feel the same way too Yes, I pray that you do love me too

Backstreet Boys - All I Have To Give
When you talk-does it seem like he's not even listening to a word you say? That's okay babe, just tell me your problems I'll try my best to kiss them all away...

N'SYNC - God Must Have Spent A Little More Time On You
In all of creation All things great and small You are the one that surpasses them all More precious than Any diamond or pearl They broke the mold When you came in this world And I'm trying hard to figure out Just how I ever did without The warmth of your smile The heart of a child That's deep inside Leaves me purified Your love is like a river Peaceful and deep (and deep) Your soul is like a secret That I never could keep When I look into your eyes I know that it's true God must have spent... A little more time




and there's many more...definitely makes u go awww!~

m only human...

tough?
yes
but fragility exist too
strong yet vulnerable
humorous?
definitely but limit exist
there are times when i breakdown too
there are times when i shatter into pieces too
there are times when i need a shoulder to cry on
there are times when i need someone to be all ears too
i am only human after all...

draining all of me...

stuck in the middle
not liking any of this
left, right?
yes, no?
go ahead, take a step back?

on a crossroad
hanging at the moment
can't seem to find the way ahead
negative thoughts
negative feelings
want to scrape it off so badly

where is the optimistic self?
fear
jealousy
confusion
lost
you're all slowly taking the whole of me

of heart shapes and alphabets L.O.V.E....

L.O.V.E
can be display and utter in many ways
but does everyone meant it when they say it?

a dream of jade, ba cang and kopi-o...

i dreamt of her a few nights ago
her smile that warm every single heart in the household
the small, fine wrinkles on her face that adds to her wisdom
her old school specs that seen so many things in life
her ever beautiful jade jeweleries
that became her signature look
all of that
i see it so clearly that night

i remember the day
when all hearts shattered
when the news break in
no one could take it in without breaking down
no one could stand in a pose so calm and collected
i remember the minute they brought her back
the sound of grief
the many tear drops that filled the house that night
i remember the moment i stare at her for the last time
and know clearly this would be the last
i hold back those tears so badly that i cried in silence
i remember the very last day when she was with us
the last trip that all of us accompany her
for the very first time
i saw tears of the one man
that i've always see as the toughest man in my life
the man that i respect so much
look up to so much that
looking at the devastation he went through
breaks every emotion of mine
i remember the very moment of all these taking places
so clear in the memory box of mine
that it feel like it was yesterday

truth?
been years since she left
all those tears were all cried out
all those heartache was over and done with
nothing left but memories
memories of the delicious chinese delicacies that she would prepare every now and then
memories of the sweet aroma of kopi-o that we would smell every morning
memories of the ever special homemade ba cang that we would all look forward to
memories of the warm smile that she would give us everytime we step into the house
memories of the ever famous quote "siao okui (crazy tortoise)" that she would utter to us whenever anyone of us gets into mischief

memories that would last
along with the one regret that i have inside of me
all these years
a lesson well learned