Attempt #2: Confessions of a loser in the making

assignments suck this semester. the easier it gets, the higher the expectation. this time, it sucks to the max. everything don't seem to go on smoothly. software expired, things left pending. urrrgghh!~ now i wish all these softwares are ready installed in order for me to finish my work.

nothing seems to be going on smoothly anyways. so easily given up on, that shows how much it is worth. guess i would just need to move on bit by bit.
assumed i could hold on but looks like i failed. what is the point anyway? didn't really matter since the beginning. don't make any difference. self comfort since the beginning. doubting here and there every now and then. don't seem to have a full stop to this, do we?
trap in the middle. uncertain of what i want.

those that they never told

when you see things that brings a stab
do you close an eye
when you hear things that upsets u
do you turn on a deaf ear

machines we all are. an auto button that is set every now and then for adaptation purpose. so mechanical that Science might be able to explain the scene behind all these once in a while but at times, even Mr.Genius could not get an answer. one little step back from the present, a wider view.
magnificent creatures we all are. one minute, so close. the other, so close yet so far. the very next minute and the rest of the many days, so far away. emotions change every now and then.
witty ones we all are. able to set a distant line between the right and the wrong. funny how we still choose to create and acknowledge that very fine line between the good and the bad. and our stand shift.

they say there is no black and white in life. only grey.

sneak peek

a couple of images that will be included in my next assignment. Digital storytelling it is. a video in the making. no idea what it is. no worries, stay tune and it will be posted up once its done ;)