stranger

headphones on
music played
a moment of spacing out
that's what she needs

anger?
nahh...
hatred?
definitely not
numbness?
yeah...no other words can describe her feelings
whenever they speak about the other

the past she left a long time ago
after all
she don't really believe in being mad at a person for long
she knows
that some will call her a fool
for being who she is after all that happened
but rather than always being upset and angry at others
she choose to forgive and forget
as karma will play its role

wounds are healed
but there are definitely scars
owh yes..she does miss those times
those times where she only gets to share with her girlfriend
with that person
but would she want to turn back time
nahh...
that even her could not answer
as she contradicts with herself all the time

no idea what would she do
walk away, pretending not to know each other
or stand there, saying 'hi' and do the usual 'how have u been?'
no no
she does not know

the word 'bestfriend'
she would love to believe it all over again
tried but failed
when she does believe again
or at least she think she did
everything shattered

if it is so
why hold on?