What Hurts The Most

i can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
that don't bother me
i can take a few tears now and then just let em'out

i'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
goin' on with you gone still upsets me
there are days every now and again i pretend i'm okay
but that's not what gets me

what hurts the most
was being so close
and havin' so much to say
and watchin' you walk away

and never knowin'
what could've been
and not seein' that lovin' you
is what i was tryin' to do

it's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere i go
but i'm doin' it
it's hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and i'm alone
still harder gettin'up, gettin' dress , livin' with this regret
but i know if i could do it over
i would trade, give away all the words that i saved in my heart
that i left unspoken

what hurts the most
was bein' so close
and havin' so much to say
and watchin' you walk away

and never knowin'
what could've been
and not seein' that lovin' you
is what i was tryin to do

by Rascal Flatts
~best words to describe~