Movie Mania

romance
comedy
thriller
horror
action
drama
whatever genre it is
these movies are to watch
can't wait can't wait
and this is just the first round ;)

backbones of mine

a wise man once told me. whatever that one does, it must be of clear conscience to yourself.
one tough woman taught me the very stability a woman shall possess no matter what.
the epitome of feminine spoke these very words; a lady should embrace what they have and who they are.
a little bonkers (in a good way) young man that i know said this- being ambitious pushes one to the limit they thought they would never reach.
they are namely dad, mum, sis and bro.

life is hard. tough roads lay right in front. even tougher ones to come.
there are times when in silence, my mind drifts away. times when shattered pieces of me scattered around. no one or anything is to be blame, because this is part and parcel of life. mistakes- i make them and i learn. when all things fail and i need a little breather, all the above and many more are the mantra that i hold on to. when all things fail and i am damaged at best, they are the one that i run to for comfort and strength. so when N'SYNC sung the song 'God must have spent a little more time on you', no one fits the picture best except for them.
life is short. time flies. no one could predict what comes next so yeah, they are my everything.
thus, i shall stand up and look forward. let the past be bygones.

p/s: you may think that this is a little bulu roma meremang kinda post but being a less expressive person that i am, they are the only ones that i could utter such words to. being all lovey dovey, expressive and romantic and stuff is not my forte' but this i could do and live with :) read on if you want, feel free.

a late resolution, but that's alright.

isolation and stuff. it happened and it's all over. new year. new hairstyle (lovin' every bit of it despite whatever people say). i can hear the constant tong tong chiang everywhere, shopping malls, morning markets, literally everywhere. that marks the very festival that's definitely looking forward too. know why? simple. because of the yee sang, the ba kua, the oranges, the house visiting, the family gatherings, the nga ku and many many more. though the melody of 'xing nian lai lo' gives me the headache sometimes but i'll bear with it to trade with all of that:)

few more months and another year older. celebrations. tears. laughter. every single one of it is something that is inevitable in life. just the other day, negative thoughts run through the very mind of mine. so many things that still baffles me and so many things that i could not answer. many roads to take, some to joy, some to heartache. anyone will lose their way, so would i.
new year resolutions? too many for me to list it down here but either ways, they shall be done. ;)

out of boredom #1

We don’t even talk anymore
And we don’t even know what we argue about
Don’t even say I love you no more
’cause saying how we feel is no longer allowed
Some people will work things out
And some just don’t know how to change

Let’s don’t wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let’s don’t wait till the water runs dry
We’ll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don’t do it baby

Now they can see the tears in our eyes
But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
Well maybe that’s a pain we can’t hide
’cause everybody knows that we’re both torn apart
Why do we hurt each other
Why do we push love away

betul- betul jiwang
and i thought only Indonesian music bands come out with emo songs
looks like they are really Boys 2 Men
lol!~

imprudent mind

life. death. birth. circle of life, they call it. everything else just comes in between. picking up pieces that were all shattered. never knew it was that difficult. every single moment of that pretentious act of happiness is sickening. tired of games played, people always make excuses to live life by. when spice girls starts singing about a girl who needs a man, not a boy who thinks he cares. at that moment, they must have gone through helluva doubts and suspicions in their mind. and i could not nod anymore in agreement than i already had.
pessimist, i'm not. realistic perhaps, even i'm not sure of that. they say things just don't go the way you want it to be. true indeed. they will then say, use alternatives. easier said than done. holding on to something that is so real and yet so out of reach at the same time. exhausting indeed.
honesty is the best policy. they were right when they say this. sadly, we always tend to choose to mislead others with lies. man...and i still wonder the very act of that. warmth. the very tender touch of one. all lost in the very 'real' world that we all live in.
just like you. i am ambitious. wanting the very best of everything. but i know where i stand. i know moderation. i know humility. would not even have the audacity to even ask for more.
why the fear? why the self-doubt? why question when it is just right in front of you? why chase after something that is walking away? why regret over something that is not done when opportunity is just a touch away? why the tears after something is gone?
time wait for no man. goes the same with everything. waiting is not an issue. a long wait is an issue. fools we all are. fools indeed.

im just like others, only a couple of differences

it's not vanity, it;s just a serious obsession towards beauty.

read this from a book that sis gave me the other day. couldn't stop the smirk on my face while reading this. again, the mind work of a man amazed me till' the very end. like they always say, the deadliest weapon is not the machines but is the mind of a man.

and it explains everything. the constant misunderstanding. the frequent communication breakdown. the blurry things between people. the very ridiculous dramas that take place. the unnecessary words said. the wrath. the hatred.

then again, there are two sides to every story. just gotta learn how to perceive it from the different manner, ehh? ;)

It's the beginning once again

it's 2011!~ needs a little adjustment and getting used to the whole idea of a new year. nonetheless, a new year marks a brand new everything. let past years be kept in the memory box while enjoying the many new events coming this way ; be it good or bad. plans plans plans...classes. the old same stuff.. either ways, though its 3 days late..HAPPY NEW YEAR Y"ALL!~ :)

have an awesome, fabulous, marvelous, whichever way you want you year to be!~ :D