life. death. birth. circle of life, they call it. everything else just comes in between. picking up pieces that were all shattered. never knew it was that difficult. every single moment of that pretentious act of happiness is sickening. tired of games played, people always make excuses to live life by. when spice girls starts singing about a girl who needs a man, not a boy who thinks he cares. at that moment, they must have gone through helluva doubts and suspicions in their mind. and i could not nod anymore in agreement than i already had.
pessimist, i'm not. realistic perhaps, even i'm not sure of that. they say things just don't go the way you want it to be. true indeed. they will then say, use alternatives. easier said than done. holding on to something that is so real and yet so out of reach at the same time. exhausting indeed.
honesty is the best policy. they were right when they say this. sadly, we always tend to choose to mislead others with lies. man...and i still wonder the very act of that. warmth. the very tender touch of one. all lost in the very 'real' world that we all live in.
just like you. i am ambitious. wanting the very best of everything. but i know where i stand. i know moderation. i know humility. would not even have the audacity to even ask for more.
why the fear? why the self-doubt? why question when it is just right in front of you? why chase after something that is walking away? why regret over something that is not done when opportunity is just a touch away? why the tears after something is gone?
time wait for no man. goes the same with everything. waiting is not an issue. a long wait is an issue. fools we all are. fools indeed.
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