backbones of mine

a wise man once told me. whatever that one does, it must be of clear conscience to yourself.
one tough woman taught me the very stability a woman shall possess no matter what.
the epitome of feminine spoke these very words; a lady should embrace what they have and who they are.
a little bonkers (in a good way) young man that i know said this- being ambitious pushes one to the limit they thought they would never reach.
they are namely dad, mum, sis and bro.

life is hard. tough roads lay right in front. even tougher ones to come.
there are times when in silence, my mind drifts away. times when shattered pieces of me scattered around. no one or anything is to be blame, because this is part and parcel of life. mistakes- i make them and i learn. when all things fail and i need a little breather, all the above and many more are the mantra that i hold on to. when all things fail and i am damaged at best, they are the one that i run to for comfort and strength. so when N'SYNC sung the song 'God must have spent a little more time on you', no one fits the picture best except for them.
life is short. time flies. no one could predict what comes next so yeah, they are my everything.
thus, i shall stand up and look forward. let the past be bygones.

p/s: you may think that this is a little bulu roma meremang kinda post but being a less expressive person that i am, they are the only ones that i could utter such words to. being all lovey dovey, expressive and romantic and stuff is not my forte' but this i could do and live with :) read on if you want, feel free.