clueless

the usual self would always have ideas of what to come up with for assignments every now and then. this time around, inspiration is badly needed. been calling it for quite some time but it never did show up.
just like many other things. how sad it is ehh?
for the very first time, empty; that very brain of mine. that little box that once fill with a whole bunch of ideas is now nothing. a hollow beneath.
emptiness. that's what it is these days. thought i knew most of it but come to think of it, i am as clueless as a new born baby. so i thought the other party knew most of it too, but sometimes it's just real sad when you know that's not the truth. and from there, i move on- not even feeling anything.
yes, i am a cold, heartless bitch. i feel no anger. i feel no hatred. i feel no sadness. i feel no pain. and so a cold, heartless one i will continue to be. because that's what i am assume to be. so sue me.