Changes...?? Real or Fake?

The ME who wants to look at you.
The ME who fear you.
The ME who do not understand the strange feeling that I feel.
The ME who allow the pretentious side to take control over the real me.
The ME who felt joy.
The ME who felt dissapointment and rejection.
The ME who try to stay collected but failed.
The ME who try to be at the same level.
The ME who felt intimidated.

Why?

All because you came...and always there.